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my head is a spinning dead leaf made out of badly shot discombobulated beyblades. i can no longer close my eyes without seeing his face. sleeping is supposed to help, but it only prolongs it. he's silent every time, and i can't say anything to him. i'm so sleepy but it's four pm and all i've done is sleep, i think i could sleep more though.

i hope next time you catch a cold you see shadow's face, regardless of who you are as a person. i think everyone could use the reminder.

  • i played deltarune and the visions went away. unless you're the kind of person who likes the visions, in that case you should still play deltarune

    - a highly reputable person

  • i don't want to play deltarune because that means i might get rid of the visions, and those are really all i have going for me at the moment.

    -a person who clearly doesn't know anything about anything and shouldn't be trusted

  • feeling very sleepy right now

    -kady

  • all of these testimonys are real

    -someone who is going great places in life

  • one time i was really hungry and i ate a bomb that was five minutes ago and i'm coming to see you i've killed 70 people

    -my older sister who never even came to see me and never has

    • the reason i haven't been updating my website is because of tomodachi life living the dream.

    i miss kris so much it's like more kris it's like the radiohead song

    i don't really miss this guy but i do like him a lot. even more so after playing tomodachi life. i think he deserves everything in the whole world and also nothing. queen didn't pick him by the way, he could never get in the way of that sort of thing for long. like the weezer song. i don't know how to feel about weezer. i did enjoy a good bit of their songs, but then you just kinda hear it everywhere and it gets old. then there's pro ai stuff which is gross, and even though it's not their music the band itself is like impossible to get behind. but i guess i see why some people would enjoy their music overall.

    tiny little update post

    i've never read it ends with us and i don't plan to but one time i watched a video essay on it and the person said that the main character of that started off all of her diary entries to ellen degeneres and i think that's very unfortunate. i do not care for ellen and i don't really even want her name to be on my website but it is what it is and there's no possible way i can not say what i just said. so now it's going to seem like i'm starting my writing with ellen degeneres, but that's not what this is about i just needed to get that off my chest.

    anyway i need to figure out what i do want to be on this website which is very hard. i know i've kinda made fish my whole thing but i keep thinking it'll be too on the nose to add barreleye fish to my website about barreleye fish. which is a shame because i have a lot of barreleye fish. not really, that's not allowed! for good reason! they need to be very far underwater, something that i (imfamously) can't do. :( that's alright, though, i'm working on it with my transhumanistic Übermensching bottle eating machine that talks like a podcaster.



    sometimes things aren't what they seem. no no no. (mr peabody shaking his head and wagging his finger) we all have our own learning to do. above is what learning looks like. (see above)

    and that leads us into our next topic, the other day i had to get some teeth out of a jaw and it's a lot harder than it looks. we ended up just breaking the jaw but that isn't ideal because it sends little bone pieces everywhere and makes a mess. there were also tiny little round bugs inside, and is unfortunate because they don't deserve to have their house destroyed like that. also you can chip the teeth.